HAPPY 11Months my Dearest :)
He is angry with me currently its all because of me, yes. No human on Earth is perfect so am I. You know what, i can't believe we even made this far. Its actually more then 11months if we were to count the days we were together back in 2008. But nahh we forgot the past start anew and restarted again sometime not long ago. We spent a hectic day 8th Jan. it was really pathethic, i was very emo. Pardon me, i am going through some things at home. Only he knows, it keeps repeating itself, and yes i am in my breakdown mood again like 2008? i need pillars and my boyfriend was so patient with me. From the bottom of my heart i want to thank you Alot. i guess no other guy would tolerate my nonsense of having to cry every minute, complain about every single thing. And i'm a Virgo, stupid perfectionist. I hate being one, i really hate myself for being so complacent about everything. Sometimes i don't wish to be like this, but i am still growing up pardon me kay love? Well, so much of being tolerant i really hope you will stick with me till as long as we can yeah? Hold on tight cause this year won't be as easy for me and you too like last year. Every love story has its own Climax and Happy or Sad Ending. I want a happy ending just with you can? when i carry that baby Masha and everyone was disturbing us, i was like wouldn't it be great if i were married to you and have our own kids. i know it sounds so typical but i really love you and someday i wish i could be your wife cause when i hear stories its really hard to find a good guy out there. Someone like you is very impossible to find. And promise me control you anger be a good boy in school despite me not being there and everything nice okey dear?
I'm sorry for those days i'm bad to you, being rude being whatsoever.
Kawan Elna sayang Khidri (you know i know)
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, HAPPY ELEVEN WITH ELNA :)
